Have you ever been in love with someone who didn’t love you back? If not then you should get down on your hands and knees and thank the good Lord above. I unfortunately can not because I have been in love with someone for 11 years and counting who doesn’t love me back. Of course this person cares for me but they don’t have the same feelings of love and desire for me as I do for them. And it fucking sucks big hairy balls! I wonder why I waste my love on this person who has no feelings for me when there might be someone out there that would feel about me the way I feel about him. I guess I will just spend my life pining over this person wishing and praying that someday they will love me as much as I love them. I know it’s an unobtainable dream and I should just move on but I can’t. Take all the fairytales in the world that have to deal with love and times them by 1,000 and you will just about have what I feel for this person.
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Love Really Does Suck
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fruityoaty
March 29, 2007 at 1:21 pmWell, I can relate to that. I was in that situation for 4 years… and that person knew. But eventually, I was wasting time pining for someone that could only be a friend (we’re good friends), so I moved on. I had to, as I was missing out on finding the real thing. 🙂
shelly
March 29, 2007 at 10:28 pmHi. I really like your blog. Was wondering if you want to add it to my directory? Thanks Shelly
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Armen
March 31, 2007 at 12:51 amI was just passing through. However, reading this is very upsetting. You seem to give off very negative vibes, maybe that’s why you’re driving your loved one away (not that that is a valid excuse for them to not return your love).
Maybe they can’t sense your love through the negativity? You have come to the point (I think) where if they were to change, you wouldn’t think it was real, or you wouldn’t recognise it.
Possibly you need to start appreciating yourself, and everything you have. I don’t mean you try to force an ego boost, because that’ll deflate as quickly as it appears. I do think however, that you should analyze everything positive in your life. If you find this difficult, then get your closest friend to highlight everything good in your life. Then live in the positive thoughts of appreciation. This positivity will become obvious to those around you, and as you love the things around you, you will become more lovable.
Kat
April 1, 2007 at 11:47 amTo the guy above this; anyone would give off negative vibes too if they were in this situation..it’s just normal to.
To Amanda; I just saw that you update KickAss more than your lj so I’m going to start lurking around here more often 😀
I’m still praying for you girl and I hope everything works out for you for the best. Like a lot of your other commenters said, in the end you just have to do what’s best for you and your daughter.