Don’t Mind Me, Just A Little Down

Why does life have to be this hard? Why is mine filled with heartache and pain? I must of done something to diserve this right? But what did I do? Did I piss the big guy upstairs off that much? Hey, God! You turned your back on me a long time ago so why should I continue to put all my faith in you? Why should I get down on my knees and pray when you never seem to be there?