Things are just . . . how can I put this . . . things are just shitty right now in my life. Hell, they have been that way for the past three years and counting. I was hoping, praying (yeah, lot of good that did me *rolls eyes*) that things would start to finally go in the right direction. But alas, nope. I have done so much, I have changed so much. What more am I expected to do? I am almost 100% completely burnt out. I am screaming on the inside, I want things to get better. I want them to be better!