Somedays I Feel Like I’m Being Used

Sometimes I think my family only contacts me when they want something. Usually it is something to do with the internet (like looking for Polaris Sportsman ATV Parts that they cannot find around here) or fixing their computer. Don’t get me wrong. I love helping my family but certain members (mainly one of my cousins) will typically only call me when he needs me to do something for him. It gets annoying. Especially when we use to be so close and hang out every day after school and every weekend. I actually miss those days. I would look forward to just hanging out with my cousin and my now husband (who was my cousin’s best friend back then) in his bedroom listening to heavy metal and just goofing off. I remember thinking I couldn’t wait to grow up. Now that I am 30 years old, I wish I was 15 again!