I Just Want To Be Happy

I am still chugging through this crappy experience that is called my life. I let too many people bring me down and it needs to stop, TODAY! I decided that I am going to get my life back on track. I am going to be happy. We only get one life and it should not be filled with hatred and sadness. This depression is kicking my ass and there are certain people in my life that do nothing but bring me stress and headaches. I need to remove them from my life as soon as possible. Unfortunately, if I want to get rid of the main stress-causing person in my life it means I will have to let go of someone whom I love. Unless I can figure out a way to work around getting rid of the stress-inducer and keep the important person, I am going to have to decide if keeping that person is worth dealing with the bitch. Somedays, he is important enough for me to deal with her shit. But lately, I cannot deal with it. She just keeps pushing and pushing and I honestly just want to leave. Run away to never be heard from again. I guess I have a hell of a lot of thinking to do.


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    February 24, 2011 at 11:50 am

    I’m sorry you are feeling that way. I’m glad that you have the urge to grab hold and do something about it. You really need to declutter your life sometimes and eliminate the people and things that cause negativity as hard as it may be.

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    February 24, 2011 at 10:41 pm

    I totally agree with you. People like that shouldn’t be allowed to have children or be near animals! I’m sorry this depression is really getting to you. I know how you feel. I have it too, and sometimes it just kicks me down sometimes where I just want to sleep all day and do nothing but I make myself get up and exercise and what not. My boyfriend is helping me through it <3 him! I'm also sorry to hear you're having to deal with her….grrrr…

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    February 27, 2011 at 1:14 pm

    It’s so hard sometimes to sit down and really think hard and make some tough decisions. But you have to think of what’s best for you. The fact you know you have to do something is half the battle. Now the other half is figuring out what to do and how to do it. Depression is hard to deal with but I know for me stress plays such a big factor in it that whenever I was at my worst it was always stress that brought it on and when I alleviated the stress my depression was all but gone.

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    February 28, 2011 at 11:40 am

    thanks for the happy birthdayy. (:
    you post was kinda vague but I think I know how you feel,
    i’ve had a similar situation before. the best thing to do is focus on the people who make you happy in life, and say “screw you” to the rest. You shouldn’t have to give up someone you love to get rid of someone you hate. Don’t run away, stay strong. (:

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