The last couple . . . more like three . . . well . . . possibly closer to four weeks have been extremely stressed. I have all kinds of crap going on and I am trying my damnedest to not get overly frustrated. To keep what calm and cool I have and not blow up on anyone. And let me tell you it is harder then hell to keep my temper at bay. And today will be an ultimate test of my will power because I have to go to the DMV. Yep. And I have to deal with people who say things to me like “No, you can not use that to prove your residency because it’s a PO Box and you don’t live in a PO Box do you?” I should just tell them “Yes, yes I do live in a PO Box and with how I have the furniture arrange it gives it a more spacious feel”. But they pretty much have me by the balls, since they can decided to not help me and keep me waiting there until I die. What I find funny . . . possibly sad . . . is that they will not except my ID that I got from them a few years back cause it says PO Box listed as my address. They will not except any form of ID or any types of utility bills that isn’t a street address but they themselves will give out IDs with a PO Box address and then in return will not accept them as proof of residency. Just thinking about heading to the DMV is giving me a headache. Ugh.

1. Are you afraid to die? Why/why not?
It’s like that country song says “I’m not afaid of dying it’s just the thought of being died.

2. Are you afraid of getting old? Why/why not? Do you have any fears about getting old? If so, what are they? If not, why not?
No, I’m not really afraid of getting old. Getting old is something that we all go through, well if you’re lucky enough to not die before, and I have accepted that fact a long time ago.

3. In general, do you feel safe? How so/how not?
I have stayed in this big ol’ house by myself on more then one occasion. Many times for the weekend alone, while watching horror movies. So, yes, I would have to say I feel safe.

This past weekend has been a busy one. My sister in law and brother in law were in for the Harvest Fest that was going on at Trinity Church because my cool brother in law and his awesome band preformed (DecembeRadio, go check ’em out, they’re the greatest) at the Harvest Fest. Of course the concert rocked my socks. I will post a more in depth post later. Right now I am going to watch 28 Weeks Later.