I need to go to Kohls and I need to go right now! I have heard that they have The Office t-shirts on clearance! And I want them . . . All . . . Right Now. But of course we have no vehicle to use right now so I am stuck. Waiting. Hoping that when I do finally get to go that they will have some left in my size.

1. If you could swim in a pool filled with any substance, what would you choose?
Probably some expensive and delicious melted white chocolate.

2. Describe your left hand in detail.
It pretty much looks like the right one but . . . you know . . . it’s on the left.

3. If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Probably cheeseburger and fries.

4. Write us a haiku.
A voice that makes one week in the knees
A smile that melts ones heart
He is Ewan McGregor

Hey it’s the best I can do in short notice.

5. If you had some sort of deformity that was causing the general public to worship you as a God (not necessarily this one, but this story obviously inspired the question), would you want to undergo corrective surgery, or continue living as you were?
I really don’t know. I would think I probably would go ahead and have the corrective surgery.

Yesterday, I went out driving again. Trying to get use to it without panicking and Mike said that I did a good job. I drove for about an hour and during that time I had periods were I was calm and in control and then other times I would start to doubt myself, my heart would start to race and my mind would repeat over and over that I can not do this, that I am going to wreck my mother in law’s car. My hands would start to hurt from gripping the steering wheel so damn tight. When I first started, it was cars passing me that got me nervous but now it’s going around turns. Cause I keep thinking that I am going to go over the yellow line when I am going around a turn and run head on into oncoming traffic. Or I’m afraid I will confuse the gas for the break.This is all stuff that comes into my head while I am driving. I wish I could push it out and not think about it but I do not seem to have the control to keep negative thoughts out of my head. Something as simple as driving and I am starting to have small panic attacks during the whole process. I need to get the negative thoughts and my self doubts under control soon cause I only have until the 17th of December to take the driving test.