Why does life have to be this hard? Why is mine filled with heartache and pain? I must of done something to diserve this right? But what did I do? Did I piss the big guy upstairs off that much? Hey, God! You turned your back on me a long time ago so why should I continue to put all my faith in you? Why should I get down on my knees and pray when you never seem to be there?
Month: July 2009
Will It Ever Get Better?
I have been away from blogging for awhile cause . . . well . . . I just haven’t had the desire to blog or do anything else lately. Life throws me curve balls after curve balls and life even hits me upside the freakin head with the damn ball and somehow I pick myself up, dust myself off and get back into the game. It sucks, cause just for once I would love for my life to go in the good direction. Just for once I want to not have to sit back and wonder what is so wrong with me, what did I do to deserve all this crap that is thrown onto me. But alas. I do not see that happening. I will have to either be content with trying to find the silver lining through all the shit or lay down and die.
I’ve Been Slipping
It’s been awhile since my last post. I know, I know. I am slipping again. I just don’t have any drive to blog at this point. Things are both busy and boring with my life. Nothing really to blog about, and the things I do have to blog about I don’t want to cause I am a little worried that if I put them out there then it will be doomed caused fate always has a way of kicking my ass no matter what I do. Yeah, sometimes I can be a superstitious ol’ fool.