Month: November 2009

Things are just . . . how can I put this . . . things are just shitty right now in my life. Hell, they have been that way for the past three years and counting. I was hoping, praying (yeah, lot of good that did me *rolls eyes*) that things would start to finally go in the right direction. But alas, nope. I have done so much, I have changed so much. What more am I expected to do? I am almost 100% completely burnt out. I am screaming on the inside, I want things to get better. I want them to be better!

Well, it looks like I am going to be pushing the surgery to have my gallbladder removed back until after the first of the year. Possibly not until the spring. Since my husband as been laid off, our insurance company (Blue Cross Blue Shield) dropped us on November 1 and without insurance to cover the hefty hospital bill there is no way I am paying the whole thing out of pocket. Especially not with Christmas right around the corner. Oh well. I have dealt with the pain this long, whats a couple more months?

I was hoping to blog every day for the month of November but it is now November 9th and I am just now getting around to blogging for this month. So epic fail there. Oh well. Anywho, I found out today that on the 9th of December I have my surgery to remove my gallbladder. Not really looking forward to that but what can I do? It’s officially set up for a month away and as of right now I can not think of anyway to get out of it.

I got accepted to Demand Studios last week so I have been busy with that. Add in working outside the home, inside the home, battling gallbladder attacks and various virus and you get one busy and somewhat sucky few weeks.

Ugh.

And it’s not looking like it will be getting better anytime soon.