Month: July 2005

I just watched the newest episode of Six Feet Under. I can not believe Nate is dead! 🙁 He told Brenda it was over which I am glad cause I never liked her. She was all holier then thou just cause she was told she was a genius at the age of 6 and I never thought they should of been together but now Nate is dead 🙁 He was my favorite character from that show. Can’t wait until next Sunday for the next episode.

Nathaniel Samuel Fisher Jr.
1965 – 2005

Well last night and Friday night me and Mike went out fishing. Didn’t catach a damn thing except a crawdad that I caught with my hands. I put him in a little contair I found lying around the bank and I kept him in that until we got home. He is know living in our little garden pond in the front yard. What can I say, I was getting bored.

Friday night, me and Mike went fishing with one of his friends Pat. He’s like 17 years old and seemed like a nice boy. He’s the only one that got anything that night.

The guy came about our fridge Friday morning. He didn’t have the right part so he put a universal part on there until he orders the correct part. He will be back sometime this week. At least it’s keeping things cold enough for know.

And tonight Six Feet Under is on. 🙂

I am going to enter 8 of my photos in the Jackson Mill’s photo contest. If they are excepted then they will be displayed in their Gallery. And then I will have the chance to win cash prices or have my photos bought. The deadline is August 19 so I have to have everything ready before then. So wish me luck!

Well, my appointment at the eye doctors was at 12:45 today. I finally got to see the doctor at 2pm. Basically they messed up my prescription and are ordering me new lens and it will take 5 to 7 days for the new lens to come in. Hopefully they can get the prescription right this time.

Raven is building her new set of Legos that she got today and Mike went out fishing.

Well, today I go back to the eye doctor cause things are still blurry. I get better vision with my old pair of glasses. I have had glasses since I was in the 3rd grade and have never had a problem with them screwing up my prescription. Oh well. Hopefully they can get it right this time.

I think me and Mike might go fishing this weekend. And I also need to go to Clarksburg to take some pictures cause the Greater Clarksburg Visitor Bureau is having a photo contest and I want to enter if I can get a half way decent photo taken.

Yesterday morning our refrigerator stopped working. It is a Whirlpool Gold fridge that cost us almost $2,000 and isn’t even 2 years old yet. So the repair came this morning and said that there is nothing that he can do we have to call Whirlpool. I swear everything in this house breaks. I don’t know what it is but everything messes up in this house.

Speaking of these breaking, our monitor crapped out on us Monday night. So Mike went upstairs and got the old shitty monitor from our last computer and then called the HP company since the computer is under warranty until 2007 and we are suppose to get the new monitor within 10 days.

Well, I went back up to Sterling Optical this morning and they took a look at my glasses. They said it was a manufacture defect and that they would order me new lens with no cost to me and when they come in they will let me know so I can bring my glasses up and have the new lens cut and put into the frames. Getting these new glasses has been consuming my life since Thursday and it will continue until I get use to these damn things. My vision is all out of whack and the back of my ears are killing me. I can not wait to get use to these things!

On another note, Raven is sleeping, Mike is fishing, London is outside and I just got done watching one of the Matlock movies on the Hallmark Channel. I love Matlock.

Why don’t they call one sheep a shoop?

My new glasses came in yesterday so I picked them up last night but had to wait until this morning to get them fitted. So I get them fitted and everything is blurry and they hurt but hopefully I will get use to them soon. Anyway, I go to clean them and there is a small hole in the middle of both lens. So I call Sterling Optical and they said to bring them in tomorrow morning. So we will see what happens. I am hoping to get contacts with a month.

Saturday night when me and Mike went fishing we didn’t catch anything at all, didn’t even have a bit. But Sunday morning when I woke up I went to clean my glasses like I usually do and all these scratches started to appear on my lens. Turns out it’s some coated that is on the lens that is coming off and there is no way to fix it. It’s pretty much like a hazy fog all over my lens and it makes it very difficult to see correctly. So yesterday I went to Sterling Optical and got an eye examine so I can get new glasses. It costs $459 for everything including the doctor visit and will take 5 to 7 days for them to be ready. And my MIL wanted us to pay her car insurance for her and we can’t right now especially with just having to pay for my glasses. So after all the crap with my glasses, me Mike and Raven go down to the food court at the mall to get some lunch and MIL shows up. And she asks about my glasses and I tell her what happens and then she starts “Yeah that’s what my glasses are doing.” No they are not! There is not a damn thing wrong with her glasses but if it’s happening to anyone else but her then she has to belittle it and make it seem like it’s no big deal. And then Mike starts talking about what the doctor had told me and MIL butts in about a brochure she got at the cell phone place. Cause this brochure is more important then what the doctor had to say. It really pisses me off. MIL is the type of person that everything has to be about her and only her. Nothing can be about anyone else. Like if Mike says Raven does something like I do. MIL butts in saying “Raven does it like me too.” And if someone says Raven looks like me when I was little, MIL says “Raven looks like Donielle (Mike’s sister)”. Raven doesn’t look anything like Donielle. I’m not saying it’s a good thing that Raven looks like me (cause it’s not) but she does. It’s just MIL has to have it all about her. If the world doesn’t revolve around her then it just doesn’t revolve.

Any way back to my glasses. I just want to hurry up and get them in so I can get use to them and everything can go back to normal. It will take a couple of weeks for me to get use to the new prescription and frames. I wish I could get disposable contact but since my prescription is so bad it will cost $250 for a pair of contacts that last a year cause they don’t make disposable contacts in my prescription. 🙁

The other day I was down at my Mom and Nan’s house and one of my aunts (we will call her Sally) was there with one of the girls that is stuck up her ass. We will call this girl Jackie. Well Jackie was showing Sally a magazine that apparently had pictures of celebrities without their make-up. Well Aunt Sally says to me. “Don’t you wish you had one of these big shot make up people so maybe you could be pretty”. Everyone laughs. Except me. I felt like shit. I have never done anything to these people to even warrant a statement like that. But none the less, there it was. I had my mom take me and Raven home and I waited there feeling like shit until it was time to go to sleep, hoping that I wouldn’t wake up the next morning. These are my family members and they are saying this stuff to me. I guess I should be use to it. Some members of my family have always said stuff like that to me. Even when my Dad left my mom, my mom told me it was my fault cause I wasn’t good enough for him. That he left cause he wanted a better child. So you would think that after dealing with this crap for about 18 years (since I got out of my “cute” stage) that I would be use to it. Well I’m not. It still hurts like hell. And poor Mike was trying to make me feel better. Telling me that it doesn’t matter what those idiots think. That he thinks I’m beautiful (I know it’s a lie but it’s nice to hear anyway). I just want to move away from these people. My mom and Nan and Aunt “Sally” think that “Jackie” and “Suzie” (another girl that aunt sally has stuck up her butt) are just the greatest people in the world. They don’t take care of their kids and are trouble makers and to hear my family talk these 2 girls are sweet little angels and I’m just someone to be there if they need something. I really think my family would be happier with me if I wouldn’t take care of Raven, Mike would divorce me, I would get arrested and just act like I was still a teenager. Then maybe I would fit in with them.

I just got done watching Hide and Seek. It was a pretty good movie. Not a horror movie though it was a psychological thriller. The twist at the end was pretty cool. Damn that little girl that played Emily can act.

Anywho, I’m tired and not feel like making along post. Sorry.